i didn't paint it but i did. or something (beautiful) did.

this painting was unexpected, yet. do you see the Steller's Jay near the top (albeit paler than actual ones)? i didn't paint it. well, i did, but i didn't. but i did. this is blotter paper on my table. so this bird is a result of just mushing paint around on a substrate and painting off the edges, or just wiping the brush to have less paint on it, or who knows what i was doing with the paint and or brush in those moments. oh right. apparently conjuring the beautiful being that is the Steller's Jay.